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Monday, August 25th, 2003
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I finally found my match made in heaven...i couldn't ask for anything more...
Is it possible to fall for someone so hard in such a short period of time?? Even though u've known them for like almost all of ur life but actually being a couple..makes everything so different...fallin for him was something so unexpected and being with him totally caught me off guard...till today i still wonder how things happened just the spur of the moment type of thing..i have never been so happy in my life.. he keeps me happy and never makes me sad..i mean what more could i ask for than a guy who makes me happy, takes care of me, cares about me, just brightens up my day in any way possible...i think i have been truly blessed to be with someone like him. :)
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Friday, August 15th, 2003
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I just wanted to make this update all about MIKE! Thanks Mike for being there and talkin to me and sayin all that nice stuff about me...cause when iw as feeling down u was tehre to make me smile and stuff. Just wanted to tell you thanks for always being there and knowin waht to say just to make me feel better. I wouldn't trade your friendship for the world and even though i only got ot know you for a short period of time...it seems like i have known u forever! Muahz thanks babe~
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Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
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Just one of those days that you feel down for no reason and just want to be alone and go somewhere far far away.......
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Thursday, June 26th, 2003
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Man the beach was awesome~ i got myself a tan but i still need to tan more! Anyways the new Michelle Branch cd came out on the 24th and to my surprise my friend Nara bought it for me the night before it came out and he begged to get it too! he bought it was a cheer up present for me he is awesome. a friend i wouldn't trade for the world. Who would know that someone you just meet can be such a great friend. Lots of people come in and out of my life and a lot of you have touched my life in many ways you wouldn;t even know. i just want my friends to know that you guys mean a lot to me more than you know. and if ur still apart of my life and still talk to me and keep in contact u guys should know u mean alot okay?!
anyways so i got my cartilage pierced! hehe didn't hurt at all i think it looks cool i guess depends on how people see it.
Hmmm is it me or am i totally WEIRD. usually i have a guy to like and now i dont' and i dont find the need to like anyone either. everybody thinks im out there tryin to hook up with guys but really they are all surprised that im happy being the way i am and being single. i had chances to get myself into something but i just dont want it. i feel no need for it. i rather focus on workin and hangin out with my friends and stuff. in time maybe my perspective of relationships will change. i could meet that one guy who will change it all but for now ehhhh for that hahaha. i feel good about everything in my life and where ia m but i still want to do a lot for myself too. well enough of my ramblings
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Wednesday, May 28th, 2003
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So tonite was a pretty chill nite. Paul Tran called me up and asked me if i wanted to go to 1223 so i decided to go cause not like iw as doin anything at home. Him and his friend Ben picked me up around 10ish. To my surprise Paul and I were both wearin similar hats!! My twin for the nite lol. Heres a pic. Damn i look soooooooo PALE hmm it could be the lightiin!! lol ok time to go tannin. I think imma go to the tannin salon next week.
Anyways went there chilled and what not. Paul danced the whole nite of cousre cause he is a dancing freak lol. I danced a little but most of the time i just watched him dance. So after that we headed to Yechon to eat. And man did i grubb. Now im extremely full and bloated haha imma explode anytime now. But yea tonite was a chill nite thurs now is my party nite! So thurs nite im ready to party hard.~
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Paper moon was pretty chill. Wasn't to packed thank god cause i was sweatin cause it was so hot in there . Danced my ass off as well as the other girls to. Gettin our freak on hehe. The night ended pretty well went home passed the fuck out and didnt wake up till like 3:30! haha i needed it all that partyin caught up. What to do tonite...hmm maybe stay home not sure well see..
Pic of me before paper moon hehe im not smilin!
What if i leave this world before you
would you curse God and break his rules
but what if i was taken by force
in your heart would you feel remorse
All my life ive thought of you
to be with me living for love
but if i leave i would be free
please come save me lets live for love
what if i told you that i wanted to go
would you look at me and say no
tears of compassion filling both our eyes
please say you love me dont deny
So much pressure so much pain
loosing everything nothing gained
but what im living for is love
you saved my life your from above
dont you know that my world is so cruel
i must have broken every rule
oh please can i tell you something
i promise you this is no lie
All my life ive thought of you
to be with me living for love
but what if i leave i would be free
please come save me lets live for love
living for love..
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Thursday, April 10th, 2003
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Haha haven't been on livejournal in agesss i think i took most of my time writin in my xanga..Well nothings new TRYIN to do well in school its not quite workin but i NEED to succeed theirs no failin i can't i wont allow it. I MUST do well....
On a positive note i'm doin well and movin on and content for a while now. No need for people in my life who just use me and i dont mean anything to them why bother dwellin over someone whose not worth it rite? THank god i came to realize that like a month ago now livin my life as simple as it is.
My friends insist on hookin me up with guys cause they are liek he's a great guy etc etc.. But guys! i dont want to be in a relationship guys annoy me rite now. Haha as much as they would be a great match with me who needs a guy rite now. SHiettt i can live my life and be happy without one rite now. HEHEHE of course i'm not a party girl either.. i do go out only cause my friends want me to and theres nothing to do..i really dont mind stayin home at all..I can be the party girl if u want me to be but its all good.
Hopin to move out of VA dunno when but of course its in my future plans hehe. Who wants to be my roomie??? lol
OH OHH my moms probably gonna get married here now since of the SARS junk in Vietnam we wont be goin. I am very sadden by all this but hey its for our own good.
hmm htats about it
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Monday, September 30th, 2002
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Wow i haven't updated in years.. well anyways everythings just been the same not to much goin on here.. i started college at Mason which isn't to bad but classes are quite borin i must say.. i dunno how i can stay in a class but i just hope i get my act together and do well..
I haven't been clubbin lately..i guess i'm not in the mood for it or wuteva.. i mean i am but i find the need to jsut go do something more chill..but i kinda miss it and all that other great stuff..To my bois i miss clubbin with u guys! sorry i never go out hehe i will eventually...
Anyways all i've been doin really is goin out chillin and studyin at Mason..Yuck i hate studyin.. i have to read soo much for class but hey its college waht do u expect..oh wells hopefully i have some fun..at least my weekend starts On Thurs. @ 1:15 thank goodness for that..
So I finally got my new cell phone.. The Nokia 8265 now.. all i gotta do is get a new faceplate and then i'm ready to go.. i'm glad i have a smaller phone now so my friends can't make fun of my "Remote" cell phone i use to have or so they would call it lol..
Well my update is quite borin as u can see. When i was still in high school i had comp classes so tahts why i updated a lot now i dunno my life is BORIn!! haha heck i'm borin but its all good.. well thats it for now..
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Saturday, June 15th, 2002
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This pass week has been great~ My step sisters and my step dad came here for my graduation. It was an exciting moment to finally meet them. I was really nervous and all but it was great. I love them they are great. So after they got here we took them on a tour of Herndon ( what great fun lol) then that was it for tues. nite. Then on Wed the whole family went bowlin. That was fun cuz at one point my step dad fell down haha that cracked us all up. Then that same nite me, my bro, my sisters, paul, michelle, don, and jackie went to midgetville and bunnymans bridge. Midgetville was soo fun we saw a midget lady! omg haha we got scared after we saw her cuz she just stared us down so we got the hell outta there. then paul took us to bunnyman bridge and i the pussy i am got scared as shit. i had like a tite ass grip on paul and shit lol. but yea wed nite was pretty exciting. Then thurs.~ my GRADUATION!! It was awesome just the thought of being out of high school for good is just great. We still had graduation outside although it did sprinkled a bit. After graduation we just chillin at home and my sisters and bro left me alone at home and went to Dream without me!! It was ok though cuz i had to go to all nite grad and stuff which was aiite. i didn't win much stuff but when we left they gave all of us 40 bucks so that was koo. Then friday nite we went shoppin since me and christina( the older sister) had money from graduation. Jessica( the younger sister) and i bought a bunch of these sanrio stuff. we couldn't help ourselves but to grab like almost everything there!! lol. anyways after the mall we went bowlin which was fun cuz it was cosmic bowlin. I won the first round with a score of 135 then the second round i got a 112 which bought me to second place. i must say friday nite was my nite haha cuz the other nite i did horrible. then after bowlin we went to cafe nair or wuteva it was and had desert and what not. YUMMY white chocalate mousse cake. So that was basically friday nite.. Now sat nite should be fun cuz i'm takin christina to Muralis for this " white party" meaning wearin all white cuz they are gonna have black lights everywhere. I think i'll be goin with wayne, sara, and allicia and meetin other people there. now that should be fun... sooo stay tuned..
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This weekend has been fun. 4 days for me! haha cuz i didnt go to school on friday i was too tired from thurs nite and stuff. so i helped sara and wayne paint their kitchen but not quite done yet lol. omg i love thier pug lol i told them i'mma steal it one day!
yea anyways hmm i mite go to the beach next weekend with Andy and some of his friends and stuff. i really want to go cuz its the beach! i haven't been there in a while. i think my mom is lettin me go. so yea beach!! woohoo here i come hopefully. but yea this weekend needs to come quickly.
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ok so my weekend started out on Thurs. nite.
Thurs: Had school of course then later that nite i headed up with Dream with my bro and Allicia and i met up with a bunch of my friends there. It was mad fun. The armani exchange modelin thing they had was tite cuz there was this really one HOT model lol. yea so no drinkin for me either! woohoo yea for me lol. i had fun and danced all nite without even being buzzed. i also met a lot of new people from mutual friends and stuff. pretty koo :) hehehe. so yea so that ended the nite of lots of fun.
Friday: Friday was an okay day. Nothing to great. The crew went to Insomnia but list closed at 11 so only half of us got in which sucked so the rest of us which was like 5 of us headed to Daedalus. I was soo freakin bored and had nothing to do at all! At one point i found myself standin alone and suddenly this dude comes up and starts talkin to me and i swear he looked like he was older than 25! AH but yea so the whole time i was like is anyone of my friends gonna walk by and save me! lol then finally my bro comes towards me and says we are leavin (THANK GOODNESS) saved at last lol. but yea that nite kinda sucked.
Sat: Stressful/Chaotic mornin because of me gettin my hair/nails/make-up done for prom and what not. It turned out great actually. Michelle did my hair and nails and i must say she did a great job on my hair considerin she never relaly did hair before. (THANX hun! i wouldn't kno what to do if u didn't help me out for prom nite). Then to make the day even better i find out my friend Caroline was gonna go with my friend Silvio since he didn't have a date anymore. We started off at Mish's house and got our hair done etc etc and came back and the guys came to my house. Then Hadeed and Silvio came to my house and then that started the nite. We took pix and headed to Sweet Water Tavern for dinner. Very good food i must say. Then we headed to the prom. We got in and it looked soo nice and soo much food lol. I had lots of fun cuz i danced alot and saw my friends took pix and stuff. Then after prom! now that was a lot of fun too cuz i won a lot of gift certificates and playin the joustin and all the other games there. lol my friends think i'm a pig cuz the whole time i kept gettin food to eat. It really was a nite to remember. i'm glad i went and i can't wait till All Nite Grad! now thats gonna be more fun...
ok enough of the blabberin hehe
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Red
Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.
hmmm quite true bout most of the things
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My weekend was pretty good. Nothing to exciting. But i went to the movies with Pj, we saw spider-man. I was a bit disappointed because i seriously thought it was gonna be soooo TITE! but no it kinda got boring and stuff i think i almost fell asleep! But the graphix was good but thats all that was good about the movie. Ok so after the movies we went to eat at Silver Diner. Man i swear haha this dude sittin behind us had the weirdest laugh in the world and Pj and I couldn't help but laugh the whole time.. So that was friday nite.
Sat Nite: I went to dinner at Tara Thai with the girlies (Sara, Jackie, & Allicia). Hmm i don't remember having a girls nite out with them at all and i'm glad we had one. And i hope we have more of these in the summer! But yea we went on with our girl talk and everything. It was fun. You girlies are the best and you guys are always there for me and i'll always be there for u guys don't u forget that! MUAHZ! luv yas. Ok so after dinner sara and i went back to waynes place to play xbox since wayne just bought new games and stuff like that. so i stayed there until like 1 or so in the mornin and then went home. after i got home i passed out hehe.
So that was basically my weekend. No clubbin no nothing! and all my clubbin friends were like thats soo unlike you but hey i'mma be chillin away from the club for awhile...at least i think lol. even though i do miss it and all sigh hehe i miss all u guys! I actually wanted to do something different other than clubbin everyweek. what i actually wanted to do sometime is when the weather gets better is to go out to some place like maybe Lake Anne or Great Falls at nite and just sit there and talk and look at the stars and everything. that would just be one great nite at least i think. yea wuteva ain't no guy gonna ever take me out like that boo for guys! hehe
ok well thats about it.
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Saturday, April 27th, 2002
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So this weekend i went to JMU to see Mooney and Jenny in the Cultural show. They were awesome!! and i love Mooney's dress she wore for the fashion show. So we went to the after party at some restuarant. At first i thought it was gonna be empty and stuff but it turned out to be ok. i had fun and everything. got to dance with some of my brothers cute friends i just met hehe.
I just realized i really love the relationship i have with my brother. We are like best friends cause we tell each other like almost everything. but haha we have our moments of fightin but thats hardly ever. What i really like is how he is koo with me talkin to his friends and even datin them if it comes to that. Cause i know most brothers are soo protective but sometimes u gotta kno ur little sis is growin up and u gotta let it go sometimes and thats how my brother is. Lol the funnie thing is his friends think he will like beat them down if they talk to me soo funnie. But noo my brother is too cool like that. we are only 1 year and 4 months apart and everybody thinks we fight all the time and stuff. i'm just glad that we have a great bond and all that other stuff. Luv ya ANh HAi!!!
yea ok so enough of my blabberin hehe..
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Tuesday, April 23rd, 2002
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What do they know
I face the world with a smile,
no one knows what is hid inside.
They see only happiness,
they cant see the tears I`ve cried.
When I am alone I hurt,
because here I do it well.
In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell.
The judge and jury awaits me,
everyone has a say.
In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.
Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong?
I don`t know how to find the strength I thought I had.
If only I could play tough it wouldn`t be so bad.
They say that life goes on and someday I`ll smile again.
But, how do they know my pain without being where I`ve been?
I`ve traveled so far from home,
Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track.
Now, I feel like I can’t find my way back
What can I do now?
Just stay there, and pretend that Im happy
I don’t know if I can pretend anymore
Im so confused
Im drowning in my own tearz…
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Today was pretty koo. The weather wasn't that bad at all. I really loved the weather tonite it felt soo good i wanted to stay out all nite. I went out to eat with Cookie at Big Bowl damn yo haha we got full as shit. We got the hook up with this dessert YUMMMMYY. LoL so after Big Bowl we went to see The Sweetest Thing. Awesome movie. i really liked it lol and it was funnie too! lol. yea after gettin out of the movies i really seriously wanted to stay outside the whole nite. i really loved the weather. if it was like that every nite that would be great! if only...
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Wednesday, April 17th, 2002
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Ok so last nite i didn't get any sleep well i only got 30 mins of sleep then i had to wake up for school. the hell yo freakin 30 mins of sleep! my ass was still freakin wide awake..sigh i need to get awayyy from here for a bit and spend some time away from everything. also the fact that my mom is stressin me out and all that other crap..aiya where to go where to go. NOVA=not the place to be rite now. o wells things well be ok
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I can't sleep sigh whats wrong with me!
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Oh my gosh!!! lol i had soo much fun at Dream last nite! Wb Celebs were there. Like Jamie Kennedy( i got to shake hands with him!!) and John Cho (Chau from Off center!. Lol my friend Michelle and I yelled John your hot and he heard us and he blew us two kisses! totally made our nite. i think we both were about to faint puhahaha) and other celebs too. I must say Dream isn;t as bad now if u go in a big group cuz i danced my assed off without even drinkin this time lol. but yea they were throwin stuff out and my lucky butt caught this tite bag lol..haha i guess i got to excited hehe..man yea that made my weekend..
well tonite is gonna be Socheat's b-day and everybody is headin to Daedalus..I kno his ass is gonna get crunked up at least all of us is gonna try to do that to him lol. PLus the best dj is comin back to town. Dj Roctakon is gonna be there. thats gonna mad koo.. yea so tonite should be awesome too.
hmm waitin for sunday to go to the thai temple with my best buddie in the world Lily hehe. I am soo waitin to go eat all that goood yummy food. thats what i'm all about haha. i'm gettin to excited! this three day weekend is gonna be so much fun..
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hmm i haven't updated this for a week or so. well maybe cuz nothing to great is happenin in my life. everything is so so and all that other crap. my weekend was pretty chill. went to daedalus on friday but it was kinda empty. then on friday i babysat these two lil rascals boys age 10 and 8. I swear! they were goin through all my stuff in my room i was like the hell! Anyways then after babysittin i chilled with my friend and watched K-Pax. pretty good movie but i didn't get the endin. maybe i'm just slow! lol . well on sunday i did CRAP eh kinad borin but i did eat all day. aiya a little to much and sucks ass cuz i gain NOTHING but i think i could be formin a stomach ewwyyy haha time to do my crunches everynite and stuff. well tahts about it. blah for everything else
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giddy.
irritated.
aggravated.
excited.